all of the memories that'll never be able to be relived. did you ever think of that ? ribbons, cards, masks, roses, the whole 9 yards. you want to be someone you're not. wouldn't it be so much different if you didn't end up the way you were now? you never think through with what you do, do you? your heart almost constantly melts at the thought of him. then again, why should i be surprised? you did this to yourself, right? You want so many personalities, it's almost insane. tell me, [deadname]. . . w h a t d o y o u w a n t ? w h a t d o y o u s e e k t h a t i s n ' t y o u r s ?